I feel him on the back of my neck
Sucking the life out of me
Slowly dragging me down
This world is a living hell
Eating at me everyday
Breaking me down and tearing me apart
Telling me that I’ve fallen too far
I am in so deep that I’m scared to look up
Because I know the memories still linger
Of a girl who once stood strong
Of a life once lived and a girl once known
But that girl is long gone
She’s fallen too far from love
Pushed her pain to the side
Resisting God
To preside her own life
She will keep on digging until she hits rock bottom
Until her shovel gets stuck and her hell gets hotter
It is then she will realize that life is not a game
That the love is still there and will always remain
But her knuckles are white from gripping so tight
Holding onto the faint memory she’s left behind
Letting go of her life she begins to run
Fighting to hold on
Her fingers slip and she’s losing grip
She has fallen too far from love
It’s a faint memory she left behind
A world she knew and faces once recognized
Turning a blind eye to all
And out of spite she lets it go
The hole is getting bigger but she continues to dig deeper
Until the shovel gets stuck and her hell gets hotter
It is then she will realize that life is not a game
That the love is still there and will always remain
good stuff my friend.
ReplyDeletehah. It was just a chopped up poem trying to find out where my mind was going. I wrote it a few days ago, but I got tired of trying to make it work so I stopped.
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