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I heard someone say the other day that blogs were supposed to be a place where you write down what you feel so other people could know how you were doing. Well, I have been giving it some thought. I have been doing pretty well lately and there is not much going on that is bringing me down right now. Life is moving by pretty smoothly and I feel like I have g rip on what needs to get done to a certain point when it comes to school and work.  The one thing though that I have kept to myself and haven’t mentioned to anyone is the fact that I feel like I am an outcast when looking at my friends. Since this year started I feel like the relationships I built over the summer and semesters before have in a way gone down the drain with certain friends. I feel like people are acting different around me and I guess I’ve just been holding that in. This could be all in my head but it just sucks in a way. I feel like it started when I told some people about some decisions in my life I was making and the fact that I wasn’t going to be as involved with certain things anymore. They may have said that they don’t think differently of me but just from the way I feel treated by them I say differently. I guess I just wanted to let that little snippet out. I like to hold things in, but I am kind of over it because in the end I am the one who gets hurt from it. Also, one more thing… For the people who know what’s going on in my life right now, I guess I am getting a little aggravated at the fact that you feel the need to bring up a certain situation in every conversation I have. I get the point; you don’t like what I am doing… I don’t need to hear it every day of my life. Alright… I guess that’s what’s on my mind this morning.