Thursday, February 17, 2011

Words rush out of your mouth and pound the ground
Collapsing into nothing, sliding down the cracks
Into a world where misleading words live

For every girl who believed in the lies
For every girl who even tried
To be something they’re not
Molding into the expectations of the world
Was something simply too hard to try

Let it go and begin again
It’s not too late to live again
Open your eyes and see this world
It’s got nothing to bring you in the end

Diminishing things we like to bring
To the table to raise the bar
Of what people think we are
Reputations we attempt to uphold
Only sink our boats and wreck our world

Open your hands and accept the fact
That the lies you believed are lessons learned
Beloved take this vow and run with it
Look to the heavens and hold onto it
Where the clouds meet the blue sky
That’s where your promise lies

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Surrender Saved My Life

I have had enough,
buying ashes with my love
I don't need this
I'm pursuing counterfeit
I'm worth so much more than this
I don't need it
I don't need it

Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
My flag is turning white
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
I need Your hope tonight
For the first time
For the first time
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Surrender saved my life

When will all this end?
Must I open up again?
I don't need this
Healing hurts a little more
But I'll be stronger than before
Yeah, I need this
I know I need this

Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
My flag is turning white
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
I need Your hope tonight
For the first time
For the first time
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Surrender saved my life

Keep my eyes focused
You are the long run
Keep my eyes focused
You are the long run
Keep my eyes focused
You are the long run
There's no time for giving up
We'll make it
We'll make it

Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
My flag is turning white
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
I need Your hope tonight
For the first time
For the first time
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
Surrender saved my life
It saved my life

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I am honestly broken...

We were friends. I opened up to you and let you into my life without a doubt in my mind that you would be there for me always. You took my hand and told me you would ALWAYS be there no matter what and I believed you. But...you put on a mask for me. You made yourself everything I imagined a friend should be. You rehearsed your lines and played your cards right – I could never tell you were bluffing throughout this game. I entrusted you with valuable information and you knew where I stood in life. You took that information so valuable and threw it away. The friendship you so called “valued” went out the window when you found that there was “more” to offer. You so selfishly threw it away when you knew the whole time how I felt. You burned a bride I thought would forever uphold the weight of our friendship and you soaked it in kerosene and put a match to it. I can honestly say I have never been so hurt in my whole entire life. You were the last person I thought would go behind my back and base our friendship off lies. I don’t even know who you are… I’m walking away not mad, but disappointed and broken. The door to this “friendship” is forever closed and I no longer want anything to do with you. I’m sorry to the people who warned me about you- for ignoring them and going off of what I thought made the most sense to me because I was wrong. I was very wrong.

Ben Harper - Walk Away

Oh no - here comes that sun again
that means another day
without you my friend

And it hurts me
to look into the mirror at myself
and it hurts even more
to have to be with somebody else
and it's so hard to do
and so easy to say
but sometimes
sometimes you just have to walk away
walk away

With so many people
to love in my life
why do I worry
about one

But you put the happy
in my ness
you put the good times
into my fun
and it's so hard to do
and so easy to say
but sometimes
sometimes you just have to walk away
walk away
and head for the door

We've tried the goodbye
so many days
we walk in the same direction
so that we could never stray
they say if you love somebody
than you have got to set them free
but I would rather be locked to you
than live in this pain and misery

They say time will
make all this go away
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows
and turned them into yesterdays
and once again that rising sun
is dropping on down
and once again you my friend
are nowhere to be found
and it's so hard to do
and so easy to say
but sometimes
sometimes you just have to walk away
walk away
and head for the door
you just walk away
walk away

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Day six - A picture that makes you laugh



Being an idiot in the Dry Tortugas my senior year in high school when we lived on a boat. Haha

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Day four- A picture of something you'd like to do again


I would absolutely love to go snowboarding again. I could probably live out there because I love it so much!


Another thing I would love to do again is hike back up to Max Patch. It was BEAUTIFUL!